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Assalamualaikum semua and hai... Sunday already, that's mean tomorrow is monday. Hurmm yeah I'm already back to my lovely comfy room at Kolej Seroja UiTM Shah Alam. Hahahaa.. Kena la balik awal sebab esok I ada post-registration pukul 9pagi :(

There's something I wanna to share here. This things make me felt a little bit uneasy, because maybe for some people it maybe so-called proposed! Huhuhuu. Menakutkan bunyinya? Hahaha over je I ni tulis mcm tu. Ceritanya macam ni.......................

Still remembering a friend of my sis? Haaa yup, he is. Last night, his only sister got married (not actually just married, just a reception) at Flamingo Hotel, Ampang. Dia ada ajak pergi majlis tu, but sadly takde table kosong. So me and my sis decided to not to go. Masa tgh whatsapp tu, he suddenly said this to me

 "alaaaa, awk kan milik saya......." 

and yes, I terkejut bila dia kata mcm tu sebab kitorang rapat je, takde ape2 pun. Huhuuu. I pun cakap la yg setahu I ring yg kt jari I ni still the old one, given by my beloved mummy. And he said he was joking je.. Mak aiiii, I dah mcm separuh nyawa hilang, dia boleh kata "I'm just kidding...." Pfffttt mmg mintak penyepak betul! And masa tu lah he called my sis and asked her to take him off back to Shah Alam lepas event tu. Hmm I mula2 taknak pergi sebab penat baru sampai dr pahang, but my sis kata "Jomlahhh, kesian dia..." and what else can i say :(

Yang paling sakit hati, on our way to Flamingo tu, sesat kat tengah2 bandar KL. Sampai dua tiga kali pusing depan KLCC. Huhu. Guna map pun menyakitkan hati sebab tak betul. Mmg masa tu dah hangin 1 badan & rasa nak campak je BB ke tengah highway tu. Hhahaa over ! But finally, after 2++ hours, kitorang sampai jugak Flamingo Hotel tu. Phieeuuww tepi jalan je kuutt hotel tu, sakit pulak hati kita ni ! But me so happy sebab dpt doorgift cantik. Nak tahu tak dpt apa? Haaa jengjengjengggg....... I dapat a black vogue porchbag yg kat dalam dia ada pashmina yg sangat cantiikkkkk and I know it is an expensive pashmina because kain dia soft sangaaattt..... Waaaa thanks awk sebab tolong curik doorgift yg cantik ni utk sy and kakak :D *senyum sampai telinga*

Okay, tu cerita semalam. Ptg td kitorang (as usual, ber4) keluar AEON Bukit Raja sebab nak tgk movie baru yg Aaron Aziz tu. Alaaa yg cerita Kerat 14 tu... Kitorang sampai agak awal jugak laa, dlm pukul 3 mcm tu, pdhl show pukul 4. Hik3... Masa nak tunggu show tu, jenjalan laa kejap dlm kedai CD, then he suddenly asked me if I want anything. Nak tahu I jawab apa? Haaa ni my answer.

"I nak cincin 24k...(cakap sambil angkat2 kening, buat muka comel gitu, hahaha)"

and his answer lg buat I terbeliak dgr. Nak tahu apa dia? Dia kata 

"Okay, nnti sy bagi."

Wuuuu I main2 je, takde la betul2 nak mintak. Tp kalau betul dia bg pun best jugak. Hahahaa over k kau ni diana! Tapi yg malunya, dia cakap apa yg I mintak tu dekat my sis and my sis kata "okay je, aku restu..." Huuhhh sioot je along ni, boleh pulak gang dgn dia. Malu weehhh *.*

Officially ACCA !

Assalamualaikum..

Just to share here that now I'm officially an ACCA student ! Yaaayyyyy! I'm a happy kiddos sebab no need for me to repeat and extent a sem for CAT. Alhamdulillah, syukur sangat2 sebab pass both papers yg I amik last semester. For taxation paper, I got a little bit higher - 89%, and for financial management paper also a higher marks for me that is 69%. For financial paper ni I tak expect pun dpt macam tu, sbb honestly I takleh buat sgt masa final tu, I target pun kalau lulus mesti cukup2 makan je. But finally, I've got higher la jugak kan. Maybe passing marks sem lepas rendah kuutt. Hahaha. But apa2 pun, syukur sgt2 and I can happily proceed to ACCA. And starting this Monday (18Feb), I'm gonna walk in Level14 as an ACCA student ! Happy me :D

Worried !

Runsing. Keliru. Serabut. Bercelaru. Semua jadi satu skrg ni. Macam2 rasa ada. Kadang2 terfikir jugak, kan bagus kalau kita tak kenal langsung. Tapi I know that kita jumpa dan kenal ni pun atas kehendak Allah kan awak? Jadi, sy terima je seadanya.

Okay. Korang mesti tertanya2 kan kenapa sebenarnya yg buat I runsing sgt ni. Hmmm..... tak reti la nk cerita macam mana. Tp dah tak larat nak pendam sensorang benda alah ni. Dengan stress nak exam lg, result last sem lagi, benda ni lagi, boleh migrain I dibuatnya. 

Actually, baru2 ni ada kenal a guy, friend of my sis and abg fahmi. Sebaya je dgn dia ni. At first kenal dia pun sebab keluar makan dgn my sis and dia ada sekali. And yeah, that's the time when we first talked to each other. And suddenly, I've got a message on that night from him. Starting from that, we're getting more closer. Kebetulan pulak, dia tu housemate abg fahmi and boleh la nak dikatakan rapat jugak dgn abg and akak. So start haritu, kalau keluar mesti berempat. I ikut my sis pun sbb taknak bg dia date berdua dgn abg. Haha jahatkan I ni, kacau org date. Ada aku kisah????? 

By this time I wrote for this post, it's around week three of our perkenalan. Abg dgn akak syak that kitorang ada apa2 sebab kitorang memang a lil bit close la, dah mcm kapel (bak kata abg la kan). But, kitorang kawan je. Tapi yg buat I runsing sgt skrg ni, abg kata dia nmpk mcm that guy dah 'jatuh' kat I. The way he treat me, the way he talk to me, the way he take care of me, serious I cakap, kadang2 tu I sendiri konfius. Dia ni anggap I kawan or what? 

I bukan jenis yg mudah rapat dgn mana2 lelaki yg I baru kenal. Bak kata orang, pengalaman byk mengajar diri ni mcm2 benda. But honestly, dgn dia ni I senang sgt rapat like dah kenal lama. I pelik jugak dgn myself sampai my sis asked me 'Kenapa along tgk awk mcm senang je rapat dgn dia?' Hahahaa see! My sis sendiri pun pelik. Maybe bila kita kawan tu niat ikhlas, betul, semua benda jd senang kan. Maybe laaaa...

For me rasa sayang tu ada, but syg as a friend. Belum sampai lg tahap syg lebih dr seorang kawan. Kalau betul apa yg abg dgn akak ckp yg dia dh 'jatuh' kt I, biarlah. Itu hak dia. Takkan I nak halang pulak kan. Sayang, kasih, cinta, benci semua tu perasaan, satu yg subjektif utk kita halang dia kan. Fitrah org kata. Hehehee.... I lebih senang berkawan drp berkasih berkapel bagai ni. Takut nanti breakup, drp kawan jadi musuh pulak. Really hate that. Lagipun belum masanya lagi nak involve dgn benda2 ni. Hati ni belum terbuka lagi untuk mana2 lelaki. Terkunci rapat !